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by OK Cool

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1.
333 01:57
i stepped out 333 on a weekday night the walk to the train would be my last i said goodbye to revolving doors but i didn't hear 'em say it back and i know now that you never truly leave hell it sits on my back, keeps me warm oh, i know now i am locked up in a cage but i don't know what I'm in here for when I fall asleep I want it to stay that way i don't want to go out i don't want to go out
2.
normal c 02:57
i think i’ll stay at home today my bed’s a rock my muscles are drained cause outside’s too much on my pressure plate i just sit and think feel awful again feel awful again i said, don’t you wait for me if i want to be anonymity if i have to feel like i can’t be seen i don’t need to speculate the reasoning all the time can i clean my head? always a mess i said a line i will regret two days from now i can’t know how it ends i’ll just shower again i’ll turn the tv off instead feel awful again feel awful again i said, don’t you look at me that way it’s hard to have agency if i have to feel sorta bad everyday i don’t need to act or live in normalcy all the time
3.
4 what??? 01:10
for what am i on this rock? i know what i am i've had enough death and stuff i should just make someone feel loved i've had enough death and stuff i wanna watch cartoons in bed
4.
went down a rabbit hole of digital grief side track, re-route, re-map, and find something niche watch LED screens until your eyes spiral in and let the clock microdose the seconds low server hum have to pay off my Nissan and schedule some time to see some friends on the weekends chain chomp myself into gear when i am free 'cause if i lay down the earth will open up and leave me short form attention pays attention to me impermanent nature helps make things feel sweet tasked with the whole day of long listenings makes the clock microdose the seconds
5.
mud 03:16
i've got a feeling i'm waiting for something that'll never come desperate measures to self regulate emotions 'til i'm numb you don't have to know me well to know i'm not hanging around and i've cut off an arm before so how bad could it get right now? how bad can it get right now? i've got a feeling i'm waiting for something that'll never come the same good signals in my brain are the ones that you're running from and my whole system can't go on flowers hiding from the sun i will hang my head up high and drag my body through the mud i don't wanna see ya i don't want me to i don't wanna tell ya i don't know the truth i don't want to leave ya i don't want me too i don't want my future i don't want it to i got a feeling i'm waiting for something that'll never come think i got it, think i got it, think i got it again i got a feeling i'm waiting for someone that'll never come think i got it, think i got it, think i got it again
6.
whiplash 01:36
early bird gets the worm early snow hits the worst is it fate? or is it big mistake? i don't know where it hurts i taste a season a people pleaser
7.
back to square one it is a calm i feel well maybe when i am hurt i feel most like myself when i leave my place tonight i leave a piece of me behind and i don't need you to try and treat me nice
8.
soaked in 02:22
i'm soaked in laughter and pavement in an alleyway it was only a dream embarrassing i'm watching the paint dry and melting ice all my life oh i need to buy some self esteem i'm growing hairs i'm losing teeth you can't provide and i can't see past you and i fell free, passed you though i'm miles away now i still see the match light i think of the best i can get away with i bet on the odds i come out unscathed i won't ever win but i could still place it

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released April 28, 2023

music and lyrics by ok cool
drum engineering by John Micensky
guitar/bass/vocals engineering by Brad Harvey
mixed by R Andrew Humphrey
mastered by Greg Obis
artwork by Ala Flora

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